Martijn Winkel

When I Was Your Man contemplates insecurities in an open relationship and its inevitable downfall. In eight short chapters, the protagonist feels a relationship slowly being broken apart. It’s a strange collection of texts in which feeling insecure takes the lead. Going back and forth with whom is to blame in this situation. While, in the end, sometimes things just change due to unforeseen consequences. Some relationships just aren’t meant to last. Regardless of promises and boundaries that have been discussed. Love is an uncontrollable force.

As often happens, this story also started as small notes on my phone. It was not intended to become a short story, but like all things, stories that demand attention do. I think it’s more about feelings than being an actual cohesive storyline. It has now found its way out and onto this page.

This story feels like another lesson in learning how to write. Looking at it now, I can see the imperfections and how I might make it better next time. And maybe I will, in time. It was a great way to let go of some feelings and thoughts.

For now, I hope you enjoy it for what it is. Time to write something new again.